It has been a couple of weeks since my last post, and a few things have happened. I am not planning on doing the March show anymore. I was feeling like my prep was too aggresive for me mentally and it was getting to my head. I am still in prep, but I am going to plan on a later show, to relieve some of the stress I was feeling. It's pretty crazy that a specific deadline can cause so much stress. I am thinking about doing a show in April, but I probably wont commit until the middle of March.
I was leaning out pretty well for the March show, but had a few slip-ups (and when I say slip-up...it was more like all-out self sabotage). I am disappointed in myself for not sticking to my plan better, but I don't feel terrible. I enjoyed myself with friends and family, and it is good for me to be able to do that sometimes:) As I continue with prep, I am going to plan better for family gatherings and nights out with friends. Future social meals will fit my macros, so I don't feel guilty or set myself back in social situations.
I have changed my meals a little bit, but am doing a more flexible approach than I had planned before. There are days that I just don't feel like eating the meals that I have planned, and on those days I am going to make my meals fit my macros (same thing with social eating...save macros on those days). When I am enjoying and looking forward to the food I get to eat, it is a lot easier to stick to my plan. My macros are 162/162/40 (1656 cal.) right now, and once I feel like I am at a comfortable place with leaning out, I will start to trade some of my protein macros for carb macros and increase macros from there. I am still dieting lower than I hae before, so I want to increase my calories during contest prep. If I can do that, I will be able to avoid a rebound and just stick with increasing macros post-contsest.
I feel stronger. My squats have improved and I am feeling like I am getting my form back to where it should be. My chest has gotten stronger, which really feels great after two years of never lifting chest (I was told it would look too 'masculine'...it really doesn't look different unless I flex...so...). Shoulders are still my favorite, but I have been having a hard time enjoying back as much as I used to...it's weird.
I still don't love cardio, but intervals are seriously the way to go. Sprints seem to pass so much faster than steady-state. I have also been doing more with the step mill, again. Usually just speed intervals, but I monitor the intensity with my HR monitor. Right now for my intervals I am doing 1 minute work intervals with 2 minute recovery intervals.
I have been spending more time in the sunshine, and I am loving it:) It has felt like spring outside for almost two weeks now, and for February in Utah it is unusually warm. My dogs and I are loving it and taking full advantage of the beautiful weather:) I have even been thinking about running in the mornings (I just have to start waking up a bit earlier...haha). That's my news ;) I will check in again in a week!
